oh shut up

19

just..got home from Sbg Parade. remembered Diyana; she works at Nando’s so i stopped by to chat and of course talked about almost everything.
i learned that she got a straight A1s for final exams and the first in IV Setia. she’s like my super smart arse BFF. im missing her so terribly :(

im missing my old SJ life too.

we talked about what we wanted to do after SPM. dee said that she want to take up med school. me? i havent made my mind. i want to attend med school too if its not too hard or or sometimes i thought of taking english or or chemical engineering , aeronautical too. god. all of that is..HUGE.

might be going back to JB tonight. one part i dont like. anyways for now,im feeling a little productive. going to spill it out somewhere else.

xx

18

i had a blast yesterday.though am tired,but it was worth it.i got to meet me old friends,my childhood friends.theyre Sofena & Soraya Masha.

we’re friends probably cz our moms are friends,close friends actually.when theyre both young,they used to work in the same company.

mum made lots of foods,esp her forte: Laksa Johor. i ate like crazy yesterday.i should put on some weight anyways so am not bothered by any fattening foods.

xx

17

am finally back again.this time am much more..optimistic? no i don’t like calling myself that. those last 3 weeks (final exams mostly) was okay (can’t find any suitable word for it) besides the usual exam papers toughness, which is of course challenging.
but i did not went home for this short 6-weeks vacation alone; i brought home my Mount-Everest-high assignments. ranging from Bahasa to Biology, almost for all nine subjects except for modern and additional maths and agama.

am actually still exhausted (i rather call it jet-lagged even if its only Perak but my ass is in pain for sitting hours in the car plus the whole dragging-the-huge-luggage-down-all-the-way-from-the-toppest-floor part. take that!)
haven’t done unpacking and tidying stuffs.
watched like 3 movies in a row tonight: 1. The Proposal  2. Jennifer’s Body  3. 500 Days Of Summer

my favourite was the 3rd movie because of; mostly Zooey Deschanel’s dressings in the movie. its so cute, so vintage (you know how much im into vintage, like since forever) last night daddy brought us to watch 2012. it gaves me goosebumps because it reminds me of how much i am a sinner and i should really spend some time repenting over past mistakes before its too late and i’ll never be forgiven by Allah. i do believe that somehow the world is coming to an end, i don’t really know when but it’ll won’t be long.

am such a sucker for movies. that’s what you watch when you’re no longer watching series slash soap operas on telly.

i had trouble getting into bed earlier ever since i got home from my residential school. it feels like i haven’t got much time to do things like right now, blogging for example. i have tons of things to juggle about,homeworks, quality time, shopping, hanging slash catching up with ol’ pals and doing what i want like my favourite pastimes ( i darnly am missing scrapbooking. lots of supplies but lack of time) plus my travelling to Johor and probably ‘somewhere’ else (if i get 3.5 and above for my finals and i will get my golden ticket)

and today i went to the big city KL. daddy wanted to get something from Low Yat and i asked for a new DSLR bag cause the one i had now is already torn from stitches on top. then i begged dad to visit Masjid India slash Jln TAR cause i wanted to get more and more hijabs. its beautiful and cheap; the ones they had there. since we rarely goes shopping in the big city so dad agreed, i scored 5 selendangs for rm38. that means its less than rm7.50 each! i finally got the leopard print scarf that i was looking for for a long longg time. i like leopard prints cause its so Gwen Stefani. i might wanna buy that Baju Kurung with leopard prints on it at P.Angsana, Johor.

but that’s not the silver lining yet, we’re so lucky today cause Body Shop (at Sbg Parade) is having a promotion on their shower gels and lip balms; it’s only rm10 each! yes yes i got around 5 bottles of them and only one lip balm cause i already bought one recently ( i don’t really need a lot of lip balm because those tiny circular Body Shops one would last for tops at least 2 years, so don’t waste money buying the same thing )

man, today’s a long day. am tired. tomorrow’s friday and its Baju Kurung Day. looking forward to Saturday cause its my parents’ 18th Anniversary. having closest companies over.

xx

16

just in few more minutes.then im off to Perak,again. went out a lot yesterday, didnt really get enough rest like i wanted or study like i planned. Cik Jamaliah’s place was huge and pretty, didnt went inside although.Met uncle Razak and his family there.ate a lot. now everyone seems to be busy having ‘open houses’ here and there. its really sad that i cant come to my friends’ open house cz im still in Perak. im so looking forward to my holidays in december.theres a lot of things i wanted to do; like creating my own senior project.which probably has something to do with writing or scrapping. i have finals in a couple of weeks,wish me luck :) i love you all take care xx

15

i.am.super exhausted (yet still able to blog,HAHA)
woke up around 11am something and managed to get dressed on time for the kenduri today at Kak Fara’s NEW place (i heard rumours saying she’s pregnant)
auntie Mas gave us (me and mummy) a ride and we kinda got lost during our way (although mummy’s quite good at it) and when we got there the ‘bacaan’ had already started.

i ate, but probably not that much like i used to ‘serang’ foods at any other typical luncheon/kenduris. its probably because i was busy ‘socialising’ with my Facebook Aunts (yes,i called my dad’s younger sister FBA because we’re quite chit-chatty online rather than in real) and other people too like Kak Noreen.i like her so v much!
she shared almost the same interest in almost everything and she just bought a new DLSR (a Nikon D60) and her network of friends are uber cool (like there’s this one who loves Lomography soooo much )

i went home around 6pm. i had to take my two nieces Lisa & Lila to the park because Lila wants Kak Fara sooo bad and she started crying and sobbing and being all baby-ish. everyone’s sooo busy (except myself,im busy talking and layan-ing people,cz there’s like tons of them) with the whole food bussiness etc.
i cant imagine how tired i’ll be if i were to host something like this.

tomorrow’s the last day i’ll be at home :(  (crap crap crap ) ugghh darn it.
now am not in the mood for anything (but sleep maybe,my eyebag are like super obvious now)

xx

p/s: photos will be uploaded soon.am so sleepy + internet is so slow